You are a Creatrix
July 2 2024 | New York
You are a Creatrix. And that is what you do.
You are a weaver of worlds. One day to the next, it can be so different. You are often shapeless. Formless. Wanting so much to have an identity. Have a name for who you are and what you do in this planet. But who you are and what you do is often so vast. It can’t be put just into one little name.
You are a creatrix. You not only bend time. You can pretend it doesn’t exist. But you’re pretending is actually your reality.
You are a creatrix. And believing this and just how very magnificent you are…it’s sometimes tricky. And sometimes doubtful. Am I on the right path? Did I make the best choice? But the thing is, our path is many paths. There are so many folds and bends in our path. We aren’t straight. Hell, we aren’t even a circle. We are spiral. Exponential in our capacity.
What path do you wish to be right now? You have done it all and been it all in one place and time in the history of infinity. So, many things may seem familiar to you, because you have probably done it or been it in some time or another. And then you, you find yourself here, and you try it again, and you find an interest and spark in it. Maybe just for a moment.
And then you remember, remember remember flashes, moments, how to hold your hands, how to lift your heart, how to bow your head…
And then no longer, sometimes even suddenly, does it have a charge for you anymore. Perhaps you are done visiting that lifetime. Revisiting those moments that are forever remembered in your cells and in your breath and in your heart.
But some of us have been taught sometimes to judge ourselves: Where is your staying power? Why are you changing your mind? Why are you shifting your focus?
And then, then, you must become so comfortable saying:
Because I Am.
Because I am alive.
Because I can feel a different Pulse.
And I am so in love with the Pulse of the planet, that I will move when She tells me.