I was becoming exhausted in not knowing what I wasn’t facing. I realized a power in terror is the panic and unknown, and where was I feeling that in my body? From when?

St Maarten, Dutch West Indies | May 29, 2025

I sat with these feelings in my body, and the words that came into me were: I may die, but I will not be a victim.

And in that, I felt a world of energy suddenly flood back to me.

St Martin, French West Indies | June 23, 2026

So many of us are experiencing the world speeding up rapidly, every aspect. Some feeling the franticness, even more so depending on where we live. A buzzing in the head, in the field, sometimes under the skin.

An urgency that I have to Get Things Done.

I’ve noticed that when I am in certain places, I will have the exact same schedule as I do when on the island, but I will feel so busy. So Very Very Busy.

Meanwhile, my schedule is the exact same.

In Nature, I have found great relief for this intensification and compression in Time.

I also experienced something comparable in our recent Salon on Time/Timelessness. The energy from the Beings was direct and true and some participants dropped into a very deep state of relaxation.

The Beings slowed our particles down.

Somewhere over Italy | June 1, 2026

From my journal June 1st, on the plane back from Italy to NY… I was to send this to you all right away. But alas, life happens and journals get tucked away while life-details have to happen. Like shopping in the grocery store or taking your 92 year old dad to the eye doctor… But here it is for you, if you wish. For many of you on this email list, you know how flying is a spectacular experience for me. A place for downloads and inspirations with ease. These were new thoughts on Synchronicities from the Lemurians.

Sitting here I can feel this explosion of light and magic and possibilities…

And then I realize among these clouds, yes these cloud vibrations I love so much, I can feeeel this frequency so much up here.

These glorious beings tell me: “Create something to increase their (people’s) synchronicities. Imbue/create something that will emanate the energy of increased synchronicities.”

These beings are right here, delivering the frequency.

Mexico | June 11, 2026

Go. Make. Thunder.

Last week when I was talking to a friend of mine about a situation that was upsetting to me, he said:

You have to take the emotion out of this.

Now, I knew where he was coming from.  

Absolutely. I got it.  

Non-attachment, etc. All of it.

But sometimes, that is not what is required.

After we got off the phone, I sat with what I was feeling and this is what I knew inside me:

Asking me to take the emotion out of this was like telling Lightning not to make Thunder.

St Martin, French West Indies | March 21st, 2026

It’s rather startling when you wake up suddenly to someone standing at the end of your bed. I sit up fast, trying to focus and as soon as my mind wakes up and my eyes focus, the person disappears. I was so greatful he wasn’t real. 

The last time that happened was about a year ago. I sat up quickly in bed and actually spoke from my sleep: “Who are you?” I asked so harshly that I woke myself up.  And as usual, once I am awake trying to focus, the person disappears. 

St Martin, French West Indies | January 20th, 2026

From yesterday’s early morning visit to the water by Pelican…

The sea here sparkles something unusual. For years this is where I would walk early morning and receive clear information / data / frequencies. A few months ago I moved to a different area of the island and have only been back to this area maybe once or twice. Yesterday morning, I was pulled there as clear as a bell. So off I went.

The light there is something so clear and sharp. Always. There are definite portals off the shore in those waters. (As I have mentioned over the years for those that have been on this email list a while, the area over St Maarten is open, much clearer than anywhere in the US. There are very few filters and films here in our air space, whereas there are MANY over the US. Beings can come and go here with greater ease and frequency.)

St Martin, French West Indies | January 7th, 2026

"Exposure.
The things you have been hiding from – inside yourself.

The things you are afraid to see
because

they are
just
too

Beautiful.”

St Martin, French West Indies | December 2025

The morning of no sound. no technology. no buzzing. no lights of machines in the kitchen, living room, anywhere.

no voice. I don’t speak. I want to hold the quiet.

no retrieving messages or glancing at my phone.

just the luxury and choice of pure

Q U I E T

Ollantaytambo, Peru | October 2025

Ahhhhh, Beautiful Ones.

Caves. Roads.

When I was climbing one of the smaller hills toward a ruin in Ollantaytambo, I was pulled toward a small alcove — a cave.
Something about it… as if I had absolutely been there before.

The energy was otherworldly.
The echo and sound vibration of that space are still with me.
The sounds I spoke. The love I sang to the walls of the mountains… I sang to sooo many mountains while I was there.

Long Island, NY | July 4 2025

I was always getting in trouble in grad school with this one professor. He was an Augustinian friar, a graduate of Harvard, and quite simply, he just really didn’t like me.

He had this fantastic (not even remotely) way of taking something I said and shaving a bit of it off or twisting it just a bit. So you think Jesus is in an African Violet? when I shared my belief of consciousness in all things.

Basilica de Salute, Venice, Italy | October 21 2024

For me, these damp alleys and constant rains have been assuring me not so much of love, but of fevers and even a sore throat…first time in over 20 years since I had one of those. My 4th visit to Venice and I have never been in quite 

so

much

rain.

Trajectory.

Orient Bay, St Martin | August 24th 2017

Message from the Stones

This notion of higher self sometimes helps to encourage/maintain/solidify/incarnate this concept of duality. And though we have physical nature – the two are not separate. Separating them has enhanced separation in Oneself.

We all come from the Earth. One aspect of Her.

St Maarten | May 9th 2025

Blessed Venus Day, Mother’s Day Weekend (in the US) and the Full Moon on Sunday. The Stones and the Great Weaver are sooo alive and awake with me this whole week.  It’s a wild feeling.

It is like having family visiting, or dear friends from around the planet in town, who are so excited to see me and have food and picnics and relaxed conversations together.

New York | July 2 2024

You are a Creatrix. And that is what you do.

You are a weaver of worlds. One day to the next, it can be so different. You are often shapeless. Formless. Wanting so much to have an identity. Have a name for who you are and what you do in this planet. But who you are and what you do is often so vast. It can’t be put just into one little name.

You are a creatrix. You not only bend time. You can pretend it doesn’t exist. But you’re pretending is actually your reality.

Sarasota, Fl | June 2023

I’m sure that if I went to the gym every day I would have incredible abs or solid quads. But I can’t admit to that. But what I do every day is meditate. And practice. I have a practice. And I practice. And before I knew I was meditating, as a child I was always praying.

Growing up in a Catholic house meant growing up in the language of that experience of the divine. Maybe if I grew up in a different country or different culture, I would have a different language that broke me into the divine — that helped me step through the liminal experience into the sacred and the world of mystery and intangible. But as a child I grew up in a very Catholic Irish Italian house. And I would pray. Pray pray pray. Sometimes it would be the only moment of peace in a house of crazy trauma and insanity.

St Maarten | Dec 3 2024

Channeling from the Rose Line:

“These are curious times that you are navigating.  But yes, there are forever curious times.    

You may be asking yourself, what action to take?  But with you, with us, it is: what light can you be?  What light can you be?  Try your best not to force yourself into an action too quickly in order to feel you are achieving and contributing to your society.”

St Maarten | November 2024

Over 20 years ago when I was in theology school, I walked into the Barnes and Noble bookstore in Washington, DC and hunted for theological research on Mary Magdalene.

October 4th 2024 | Arrival into Venice, Italy.

I am not a visitor. I am so at home. I am in one of my parallel actualized lives. They have merged. That is my sudden awareness. That is perhaps what I’ve been feeling all these years when I would feel that I had left a part of me here.

It is a parallel life

Whose timeline has merged.

Such open fullness in my cells.

I live here. Whether my body is here or not. And now, my spirit has found my body again. Things make sense. In the most insensible way.

Port de Soller, Mallorca, Spain | October 14 2023

Four years ago just at the beginning of covid days, I was sitting in the trees at my  favorite park on Longboat Key in a quiet space, wondering about our future, and a million other things. Probably drinking coffee.

And I perceived these strings - these energetic configurations that were perceivable to me using heightened senses that were even sharper with the concerns over the pandemic.  I observed them - the life in them. If we move them a certain way… we create ripples in the universe. We create everything with the movement of the string.

Then the consideration came that within each string, we could focus to see even more information. And the source of their creation.